English

Hello!
It has been a while since last time i wrote!
The  thing is that I just manage to do it.

I feel so tierd.

There are so many things I need to do in school and it just brakes me down..

But it's just two weeks to the easter break.

But I'll study then too..

I hate this..

I want to have good grades when i graduate, but it kind of breaks me down.

If I don't do my best i school, I feel like I could do better and I get a bad conscience...

Well well.

I'm gaining weight btw.. not good at all..

I've eaten like 6500 calories in icecream the last one-and-a-half-weeks....

Isn't like 7000 calories a kilo?

So if i hadn't eaten that icecream, my weight would have been 1 kilo less..

Byebye. i need to sleep,.. im so tierd.. blaah.

Hello and welcome to my new blog.
I run the blog bmiarton.blogg.se and there I'm bloging  in swedish.

But I'm very afraid to be recognized so therefor I maby want to blog in english.

If I start blog in english I'll off course change site and everything.
But that's kind of drastic so I want to try blog in english for a while first before I change everything.

And maby I'll continue to blog in the swedish blog and have an other english blog also.
So I can write more personal stuff on the english blog and skip that part in the swedish.
Like,, I can still write about my thoughts and stuff in the swedish, cause it's not like anybody will think: "OMG that must me her" if I write like: "im so fat blablabla"...
But I'll probably just cut down the text with what I've done today and so. Because if I write like: "today I was jogging a mile and then I took a walk with a friend. And then I got a bad conscience cause I ate some candy". Then maby that friend I had a walk with find the blog and think like: "OMG that can be her because we had a long walk, and we ate candy, and she said she runned a mile today!!". and then that friend maby will continue to write my blog and see that everything else also agree with what I say I do.
And I don't want anybody to know that it's my blog. never.
I'm writing so personal stuff in it.. like when I said I wanted a boyfriend, or that I think that my friends are looking down on me sometimes just because I'm so fat..

So. This went pretty well actually. I gain a lot of text so to say, haha.
I thought that if I started to write in english I'd maby trap down the words a little bit and so but evidently I didn't!
Byebye everybody. haha I'll probably lock this blog from other visitiors because I don't want anybody who read my other blog to see this... I't kind of embarrassing because It's a little bit weird to write in english..

Now I must go.. but byebye my new blog!